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| Valentines Approaches. |
| 02.11.05 (10:25 pm) [edit] |
Great, Valentines is coming and I have no one to go out with... .
Why is it so hard to find a guy in New Zealand... .
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| Been a while. |
| 01.18.05 (8:45 pm) [edit] |
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It's been a while since I last posted...
Ever lay awake at night and wonder about those people who you want the most and those who you may never see again... Why is it so hard to see the difference between&n bsp;those who l iked you and those who loved you...?
Whatever. I'm happy, and that's what matters. I have my life. And, a new love... Go Chris!
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| Well... |
| 08.10.04 (10:53 pm) [edit] |
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In my spare time, I tend to play video games.
So, recently I've been playing 'Megaman Battle Network'.
It's a good game.
But then... I saw something.
NEW RELEASE: MEGAMAN BATTLE NETWORK 4.5
Capcom is Crazy
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| WOAH! |
| 08.01.04 (12:08 am) [edit] |
Turns out my best friend is Bi!
^_^
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| Well... |
| 07.28.04 (12:10 am) [edit] |
Life is wierd.
Period.
After coming out, only one person bugs me about it.
I was expecting more. :?
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| OMG! DENIAL! |
| 07.24.04 (10:54 pm) [edit] |
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One of my friends totally is in Denial. He refuses to believe that I'm Gay. ^_^
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| One last thing. |
| 07.21.04 (10:53 pm) [edit] |
The strangest things happen.
Today, I got... not so much a compliment... but a 'What the f*** are you doing sitting there?'
My Math teacher aranges us in our exam results. 100% closest to the front on the left, 0% at the bottom right.
So today I was told:
"What the hell are you doing sitting there?! You should be second! You've proven you're second only to Quillain, so why art thou sitting there?"
Funny, he's normally like the Simon Cowell of Math.
Trust me, first thing he ever said to us: You are all idiots.
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| The right choice. |
| 07.21.04 (10:46 pm) [edit] |
Well...
I told the biggest loudmouth I know that I was Gay.
That was the best decision I've ever made.
Andrew + Secret = Spread.
Spread + Friends = Everyone I know knows.
Everyone Knowing = Whew! That was easy enough.
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| Life is straight. |
| 07.19.04 (11:41 pm) [edit] |
Confused? I say things are straight rather than gay. :?
:(
Exams suck. Period.
I failed History and Math. :cry: I had actually liked history...
*Puts up a print out of my History Teachers Head on a dart board*
Ya know, you never know for sure whats gonna happen until it happens.
I never thought I would truly fall in love.
No one I've told ever thought I'd be Gay.
I never expected to take Drama Class.
Also, I'm slightly worried about my BF, Delirious Kaez. If you've read his Blog, you'd know why.
I'd like to recommend to you all one hell of a lovely site: www.gaiaonline.com
If it wasnt for that, I wouldn't be me, I guess. I wouldnt have truly come out to myself, I wouldnt have met so many... most importantly Kaez.
I love you Kaez.
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| YAY!!!!!!!!!!! |
| 07.18.04 (10:53 pm) [edit] |
Well, turns out the e-mail was never seen.
So I told my friend today! He's perfectly fine about it!
Also, I told this other guy too. He was surprised, but thats it.
HOORAY!
Well... I love you Kaez.
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| AIM. Part one. |
| 07.17.04 (9:08 pm) [edit] |
An AIM conversation:
KiwiJad163: Hehe. Smuggums.
Binkers514: like Crud muffins...
KiwiJad163: Yes!
KiwiJad163: And Dingleberry breath!
KiwiJad163: O.O
KiwiJad163: KiwiJad163: <.>Binkers514: you mother was a hampster and your father smelt pf elder berries! sorry to much monty py..th..... FISHY! KiwiJad163: W/e
Binkers514: pet the fishy!
KiwiJad163: *Pets*
Binkers514: *pet*
KiwiJad163: *Crushes*
KiwiJad163: *Buys new one* Binkers514: O_O my fish!
Binkers514: FISHY!
KiwiJad163: < >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >< >Binkers514: FISHIES!
KiwiJad163: O_~
KiwiJad163: My eye feels funny.
KiwiJad163: o.oBinkers514: ................. one of my eyes don't look up... i'm a mutaint....
KiwiJad163: O.O
KiwiJad163: O.O
KiwiJad163: O.O
KiwiJad163: V.^
KiwiJad163: v.^
KiwiJad163: Yeah, thats it.
KiwiJad163: o.^
KiwiJad163: ^_^
Binkers514: i can look don and up at the same time....
KiwiJad163: Woah.
Binkers514: down*
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| This is so annoying. |
| 07.17.04 (12:12 am) [edit] |
I'm still waiting for my friend to find that e-mail I sent him.
And, things are going well with the other guy I told!
^_^
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| Top ten Video Game Bishies! <(^_^)> <(^_^<) (>^_^)> |
| 07.16.04 (6:55 pm) [edit] |
10 ) Baralai - FFX-2 (Dunno why. I like him, tho.)
9 ) Lang - Legaia 2
8 ) Link - LOZ
7 ) Riku - Kingdom Hearts
6 ) Seymour - FFX (I've just always liked him. Dunno why)
5 ) Zidane - FF9
4 ) Claude - Star Ocean 2
3 ) Sora - Kingdom Hearts
2 ) Tidus - FFX (Sorry he's not one, Kaez!)
1 ) Shuyin -FFX-2 (Only there because of an argument I had on Gaia online)
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| Grah, back to the grindstone. :? |
| 07.16.04 (1:16 pm) [edit] |
Monday marks yet another 10 weeks of school.
That sucks.
I wonder how many people I'll tell...
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| Woot! *Headspin* |
| 07.15.04 (11:32 pm) [edit] |
Yay! The friend I just told doesn't hate me!
Ya know, this really makes me think:
Maybe coming out wont be so hard?
Yeah right.
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| FF:GS Part 2 |
| 07.15.04 (6:37 pm) [edit] |
Well, I don't think it went too well, telling that guy...
In fact, I think he hates me now. :cry:
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| Fear Factor: Gay style. |
| 07.15.04 (2:35 pm) [edit] |
Well, I'm gonna try my best to atleast tell one person I'm Gay today. :?
I'll keep you posted.
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| Aww! |
| 07.14.04 (11:33 pm) [edit] |
Aww... I feel sad now...
My BF Kaez is sick, and I feel really sad.
I hope he's okay.
Ya know, I almost feel responsible...
He says it could be because he didn't get enough sleep.
He stayed up waiting for me for ages, without sleep...
I love you Kaez, Get well soon, 'kay Kaez?
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| So close! |
| 07.14.04 (9:17 pm) [edit] |
Well, I was gonna tell my friend today 'bout the whole 'I'm Gay' thing... But I couldn't. I just froze.
I'm not gonna see him for half a year, and he's moving to the other end of the country...
Ya know, the real thing is why. Why couldn't I just say 'Oh, Sean, I'm Gay'?
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| That inevitable wait. |
| 07.14.04 (5:44 pm) [edit] |
I've e-mailed my friend.
In that e-mail, I've redirected him here.
Hell, he probably hasn't seen it yet.
Hell, he probably will see this post.
Hell, I should stop saying hell!
Anyway, using a Blog to come out.
*Sigh* It's easier to do than in Person, at least.
EDITED:
That's two I've sent here.
Yes, Pie-Graaf, I am Gay.
Yes, Sean, I am Gay.
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| 18.5 reasons why I'm afraid to come out, plus some filler. |
| 07.13.04 (11:40 pm) [edit] |
1) Possible reactions.
2) Possible Threats.
3) Possible other gays who would come out and then on to me. "I like you, but I have a BF".
4) Loss of Friends.
5) I already have a mortal enemy, how do you think this would go with him, Huh?!
6) I've forseen about 56 new insults for me.
7) People could target my friends in order to hurt me.
8 ) My friends could target me.
9) My teachers could target me. Trust me, I get away with a hell of a lot.
10) I've mocked people, calling them Gay, for years! HOW WOULD IT LOOK?!
11) Honestly! How would it look?
12) HONESTLY!
13) What would my family think?
14) I'm just too damn chicken.
15) Because I'd rather look at Yaoi than come out.
16) Because I'd rather look at Flame people for looking at Yuri than come out.
17) Because I'd rather be with my BF than come out.
18) Because I can't think of any more reasons.
18.5) Because I can't think of any mo
Thats it.
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| Happiness is |
| 07.13.04 (10:46 pm) [edit] |
Happiness is:
Friends.
Love.
Life.
Ranting.
Yaoi. :)
My BF, Kaez. :D
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| Love |
| 07.13.04 (8:11 pm) [edit] |
Ya know, Love is a very strange thing.
I have a boyfriend who I've never met.
Then again, for a lot of people, it's the same thing. :?
Ya know, things are strange like that. You say 'Yeah, I know him' but, do you really KNOW him?
Ya.
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| Coming out? |
| 07.13.04 (6:37 pm) [edit] |
Ya know, I realise now that I'm Gay. Full stop. No questions. I thought I was a Bi, but I've confronted that. Now the only problem is those two words:
Coming out.
Ya know, I seriously dread those words. But at the same time, I want to.
Crazy, Huh?
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| Bad timing and Timezones suck ass! |
| 07.13.04 (1:56 pm) [edit] |
Timezones really piss me off. Bad timing pisses me off.
I have a BF. He sweet and funny and cool and nice... But I know him only online. So I come online hoping for my Kaez... And I missed him by EXACTLY 6 minutes!
THAT SUCKS. PERIOD.
If you're reading this Kaez (Which I doubt), I love you.
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